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Author: Afua Ansong
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How to Cite: Ansong, A. (2019) “Asaase yε duru (The earth is heavy/holds weight) | donno (drum) | Ananse ntontan (Ananse's web)”, Absinthe: World Literature in Translation. 26(0). doi: https://doi.org/10.3998/absinthe.9524
[Nsa’a- money collected from family members and friends to help cover the cost of burying one’s dead. Asaawa-Cotton balls inserted into the nostrils of the dead to absorb fluids. Note: In North America and Barbados, African women who were enslaved from West Africa were the largest harvesters of cotton.]
Mother, what have we done with earth’s flower? forcing it into holes of the dead and wrapping it around cold limbs not to warm but to exchange for coins and grief. We laugh with the white man who drags our hands into the deep soils until we are hoes turning the calm of earth. This cotton pulls children out of our bellies to chains their nakedness. This cotton is the labor of our fingers we hide under our beds and uncover again to weave a dress, to cover the holes in our skin. This cotton drives away our angels and brings near spirits with rusted keys to ring in our ears: That if we wanted to be free we could stop picking, that if we wanted to run, we could bury ourselves, lie in the field of flowers, our burial white and soft until water pours out our holes. Mother, do not fear, the earth itself will drink our blood.
At the artifacts show, outdoors, you see a drum and touch its face, hit it right in the middle where the leather tears. The red tag says $35 but the man selling it sees that you are drawn to it and that you want to beat it, carry it home with you in your red van for times when you are in a room and the trees are dancing without a melody or when you are on your bed and see how the birds dip their necks back to swallow light. You take your hands off when he says $20, You want to get it off my hands? You don’t look at his hands to see whether he is responsible for the decay, whether he understands that drumming anything creates bruises like drumming the stomach of a woman who is forced out of her country or drumming a little boy who carries healing in his arms. You raise the drum, It wears small rings around its waist Where could it be from? He sees that you draw nearer to it, that you imagine things you would do with this drum, under your armpit or between your legs. Whose feet have you dragged to the dance floor? Whose soft rage have you drowned? You beat it one more time and hear it sound echo a song you must have sang for your people.
Some frafra woman with scars on her cheeks and a blind baby on her back bends to pound clay into fine particles of pot Does she know this is art? Does she know she is like god? A cloth hugs her naked breasts All the way to her feet. She has not touched her braids in weeks. Her ritual with clay uninterrupted: her fingers yielding mud to a curve Or licking sweat off her man’s back.